Posted on 5:22pm Saturday 23rd Apr 2011
This blog is a space to ask any questions you, the visitor to my website, may have about energy healing and it's effectiveness. As an energy healer myself I will try my very best to answer you and see if I can take the mystery out of it for you. I will share some of my successes that I have had with my own clients, leaving of course their name etc confidential ans whatever else I feel inspired to share. That's it for now.
Hope to hear from you, Maria
Thank you for the full response to my questions and for your kindness. Since I last wrote, I plunged into despair and deep sorrow and my physical symptoms of 'burning' returned. However, I simply stayed with it all and withdrew instead of trying to 'fix' it. reading about the fifth level inspired me and resonated deeply especially the part linked to speaking ones truth and enquiring as to why I haven't been able to do this. On Saturday I attended a poetry workshop and spoke some poetry aloud. I approached the workshop leader who has offered to look at my work. I have written all my life and now sense the time is close to being more open with my writing. I guess this time has brought me closer to my essence. Playing 'small' isn't the true 'me'!! I am grateful for this shift.
With regards to 'failure'I wonder if I hold some belief that my life 'shouldn't be like this' that somehow 'I have got it wrong' and even as I type this I am smiling as its absurd but I guess maybe admitting it is great. Reading the chapter on stages of healing has been like a salve and I can recognize myself in the shared experiences.
So, thank you, Maria and I hope to speak with you soon.
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Thanks for your questions,
Great to hear that you are reading the books I recommended as they explain much of the work we do during a healing session. Regarding your specific questions; The fourth level is a fluid level and does not hold a structure as such. I commented on healing that was occurring on the fifth level of your field which is a structured level. This level related to divine will, authority, surrender. When I worked on you I noticed pain and struggle around the umbilical cord whilst you were still in the womb. I cleared out emotional debris and opened it up to receive healthy life enhancing energy from the mother. For this we rolled back in time. All healing work will help to connect you more fully to your Core Essence. Your essence is always there, but oftentimes shrouded over by past painful and/or traumatic experience. The more you clear out old pain the more essence will flow freely. I'm glad your physical symptoms have eased. In the BBHS philosophy the body is the last aspect of the Self that comes into manifestation. If you have problems in your physical body, it would mean that those problems were first starting in higher levels of your field. The easing of your physical pain and intensifying of your emotions would be an indication that your pain, which seems to be based in a belief of 'failing' has hopefully released from the physical body and is now expressing itself through the emotional body. It may be helpful for you to en-quire into what makes you feel like a failure and allow as much as you can direct experience of the emotions connected with this. The more you allow surrender to what is in the moment the more you will deepen into the underlying experience and eventually into the core cause of your issue. This path will set the original pain free and once you are in contact with the original pain, it releases and connects you into the essence within it. Much love.
Thank you for my healing session on Wednesday.
I would like to ask a couple of questions about the healing as I find it helpful to read about up about Energy Healing in 'Hands of Light' and 'Light Emerging'.
Did I hear you correctly when you said the heaing was occuring at the fourth structure? If so, what does this mean? Or was it the fourth level?
What was the relevance of healing at the umbilical?
How does this help me connect with my Core Star?
Thank you. Since receiving the healing, my physical symptoms have eased whilst my emotional symptoms have increased or I am simply more aware of them. I am feeling very defeated and full of rage and despair. This is a familiar 'battle'. I had hoped that by making the reason to LIVE this battle would have stopped. It has been life long and I am very worn down by it. I always feel I have failed and continue to fail.
I feel I have achieved nothing, despite many years of commitment healing. Its as if beneath my intention and desire to be whole and well is a deep river of despair and the belief that I will never succeed and as I write this I know that it isn't about 'succeeding' at all but I am simply stating it as I find myself today.
Thank you for reading this and I welcome any clarifiaction you can give me.